It's been way too long since I last sat down and got in some good writing time. We've been in Costa Rica now for nearly three weeks. We've taken a trip to Bocas del Toro, Panama and a trip to Samara beach in Costa Rica with Ran, his family and friends.

There are so many things going through my head thats its hard to know what to write about. Part of me wants to stay in Costa rica in Monteverde with friends for a few months, geta job, and a place to stay and enjoy the fact that Im already down here because when I leave I probably wont be back for a while. I already have a few options for places to stay and jobs, which is more than I can say for the states.

The questions "who am I?", "where am I going?","how am I going to get there?", ring through my head while the music plays at Chonchos bar and tint my thoughts, my actions, and my words a shade of hesitation. In a setting as social as this, hesitation in any way can be draining. Unsure what to say, how to say it, and when makes a person unstable in conversation.

Today Chris is leaving for San Jose to fly out tomorrow. I'm going to head up to Mikes house and hangout for Chris's last few hours here but I'll be back to ramble on this evening.